Delusions of Grandeur

Delusions of grandeur vividly beaming

Tears in a heart unfortunately streaming

Nights all alone continually coming

Cold hearts of stone always appealing

Morally sound when it’s convenient to you

Always hurting me though you don’t mean to

Not your fault it’s mine all alone

Hurting me was never your goal

Just being a man is all you did

Not realizing what was happening

Delusions of grandeur vividly beaming

Tears in a heart unfortunately streaming

Nights all alone continually coming

Cold hearts of stone always appealing

Feelings are felt without much thought

Not much reason, not much sought

Let it be, me

Hold me

Touch me

Love me

Want me

ME

From the darker side of the moon I write

Of one woman’s heart aches and one woman’s’ plight

One woman’s struggles and one woman’s pain

One woman’s longings and one woman’s gains       

One woman’s’ emotions as they come and they go

Written on paper the world not to show

One woman’s passions and one woman’s loves

One heart’s desire for one man’s sweet love

Delusions of grandeur vividly beaming

Tears in a heart unfortunately streaming

Nights all alone continually coming

Cold hearts of stone always appealing

Sometimes,

I make mountains out of mole hills

Make things bigger than they are or they need to be

But hey,

That’s just me

Always the romantic and ever seeking that happy ending that

ALWAYS is JUST beyond my finger tips

Always so close but yet oh so far

How I wish I could play guitar!

Notes to some words would so calm my soul

Give me a peace that only I could know

Chill sister Chill!

Be patient, be fine

Be understanding and caring and give him HIS time

Yours you have had,

Your pleasure amassed

Fucked that one and the other

Your head sure was gassed

Too soon now my Padiwan

His heart for you should wait

I hear Yoda speaking as I lengthen my gait

Buckle my shoes and take on new burdens

All the while in my glass house pulling my curtains

Delusions of grandeur vividly beaming

Tears in a heart unfortunately streaming

Nights all alone continually coming

Cold hearts of stone always appealing

Take that and that I think in my mind

As I lay down to calm and let thoughts unwind

Just calming the heat I feel in my head

Soothing the loneliness felt in my bed

Thank you for being a … DUDE (sang to Golden Girl's Theme song tune)

Thought I’d say friend huh

I know it’s kinda rude

But that’s what I’m feeling

Hidden or not

Thoughts on my paper I just HAD to drop

Tears you can’t see, drip drop drop drip

You, my number one, the tip top top tip

To sum it all up I shouldn’t be hurt,

Shouldn’t be this foolish because I wear a skirt

My mind is not addle and freely can think

Estrogen should not make me the one, the weaker link

Blown out of proportion this seems to be

All fingers for reasons all point to me

I’m sorry I love you and sorry I care

Sorry your lips I wish not to share

Sorry you’re you and more sorry I’m me

But honest, friendly and loving to you I’ll always be

See you next life time hopefully then with a change

Your heart no longer shackled and held by those chains 

Delusions of grandeur vividly beaming

Tears in a heart unfortunately streaming

Nights all alone continually coming

Cold hearts of stone always appealing